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| Love has the power. |
One day I was sitting beside a river bank, thinking of the best and beautiful time we spent together. I still can't believe that We are heading to get apart. My mind is not ready to accept this. We had developed so may misunderstandings and ego between us from many years that now love seems to vanish. I realised that expectations act as a catalyst for breaking relationships. We were so good and compatible till the time we did not start expecting.
She is going
to leave my city for higher studies and I was waiting for that voice when she
will say "I can’t live without you", accompany me! Deep down I knew that she
still love me and did not want to leave me alone. But why there was so much
silence, why we were not reacting! The day has come and she is heading to the
airport to leave my city. I was standing in front of her house like a roadside
moron, but I did not speak a single word. I was crying inside but never allowed
my tears to come out of my eyes. she was looking me in a way that she wants to
confront me something, her eyes were glazing and then she went off.
Years passed
and I still can’t believe how we have ended such a beautiful relationship
because of our immature understandings. In those years I realised how big
mistake was that. I decided to meet her, I just want to apologise her, want to
say sorry for all my attitude, ego. I want to confront her to come back to my
life. But when I finally met her, she was already in love with someone else and
that broke me so hard that for a while I can't believe in my fate. That night I
was numb and thinking of what to do, what to say, fight or cry.
Then I
thought my task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the
barriers within yourself that you have built against it. few day later I met
her again and said I am happy to see her and now I feel like no burden on my
shoulders as I have said sorry for all my mistakes. I wonder the way she said-
It’s okay we all make mistakes, life goes on”.
In fact she taught me that The wound is the place where the Light enters you, let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray. I am married now and understand how a relationship is built, carried and lived for years. It all about sacrifice and love.
